Hundred percent, I don't need to be drunk to be a slut.
[There's that anger again, but it's all so obviously directed at herself, because she hates that word and if it'd been anyone but herself using it, she'd hit them. But it feels like the only one that really fits, when she's here in Saul's bedroom instead of at the apartment with Ellie, when she couldn't help herself from kissing Vanadi again even though she knew she shouldn't.
The way her hand drags through her hair looks a little painful, but at least she looks at Saul, offering a smile full of that same self-mockery.]
I am trying ;A;
[There's that anger again, but it's all so obviously directed at herself, because she hates that word and if it'd been anyone but herself using it, she'd hit them. But it feels like the only one that really fits, when she's here in Saul's bedroom instead of at the apartment with Ellie, when she couldn't help herself from kissing Vanadi again even though she knew she shouldn't.
The way her hand drags through her hair looks a little painful, but at least she looks at Saul, offering a smile full of that same self-mockery.]