[There's a brief moment of tension when his hand settles against her back, an automatic reaction to people touching her when she's so paranoid about her scars, but she relaxes after a second.
She wonders if justifying this as getting it out of her system is actually going to make her feel less guilty. More important, she's wondering if this is even going to work at getting it out of her system, or if giving in just a little will make things even worse.
And consoling herself with the fact that at least she didn't agree to going somewhere more private isn't actually helping the fact that she's still kissing him and doesn't really want to stop.]
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She wonders if justifying this as getting it out of her system is actually going to make her feel less guilty. More important, she's wondering if this is even going to work at getting it out of her system, or if giving in just a little will make things even worse.
And consoling herself with the fact that at least she didn't agree to going somewhere more private isn't actually helping the fact that she's still kissing him and doesn't really want to stop.]