[I know doesn't really make it better, but at least he understands, at least it doesn't feel like he's going to ask anything from her, the way everyone else does.
She knows that's not fair, and she knows it's not true, because if Walter shows up again, Saul will need her help, because he already asks so much of her, but somehow it doesn't matter so much when he's the one she keeps going to when she needs someone to hold her. Everything she said to Collette about him was the truth.
She needs this so much. As much as Saul has been part of the mess, as much as he's hurt her, too, she can't imagine what she'd be like now, if he wasn't here.]
I love you. [so very quiet, and she keeps her face hidden against his chest.] That's what I was going to say.
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She knows that's not fair, and she knows it's not true, because if Walter shows up again, Saul will need her help, because he already asks so much of her, but somehow it doesn't matter so much when he's the one she keeps going to when she needs someone to hold her. Everything she said to Collette about him was the truth.
She needs this so much. As much as Saul has been part of the mess, as much as he's hurt her, too, she can't imagine what she'd be like now, if he wasn't here.]
I love you. [so very quiet, and she keeps her face hidden against his chest.] That's what I was going to say.
[As if he didn't know.]