No, I know, I just-- [Didn't know how else to put it.
Anything else she might have said is lost to that you can't protect people from themselves, when all it does it make her think of Jesse. She still doesn't know how to reconcile how much she loved him with the things he did. It was easier to ignore it, to walk away from him and try not to dwell on it, but now he's dead.
Saul might blame himself for not having done enough, but Steph wonders if she did too much, she woners how badly Jesse took her deciding to cut him out of her life. She knows it isn't just because of her, god knows she wasn't that important, but she can't help but think it might have contributed.
So that hits too hard, too close, and she fists her hands in the back of Peter's shirt and tries not to burst into tears. She can't say anything, she doesn't trust her voice.]
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Anything else she might have said is lost to that you can't protect people from themselves, when all it does it make her think of Jesse. She still doesn't know how to reconcile how much she loved him with the things he did. It was easier to ignore it, to walk away from him and try not to dwell on it, but now he's dead.
Saul might blame himself for not having done enough, but Steph wonders if she did too much, she woners how badly Jesse took her deciding to cut him out of her life. She knows it isn't just because of her, god knows she wasn't that important, but she can't help but think it might have contributed.
So that hits too hard, too close, and she fists her hands in the back of Peter's shirt and tries not to burst into tears. She can't say anything, she doesn't trust her voice.]