It's why she lets him take the bottle, why she doesn't pull her wrist away even though she really should. There's a brief moment where her expression nearly crumples, but she bites her lip hard, forcing herself steady.]
You know I can't.
[Can't... do this, whatever it is. It's too complicated with everything in her past and everything that's happened her, and that's not even touching on the issue with Ellie. She loves her, she does so it should make it easier to pull away from Saul, now, except it doesn't at all.
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It's why she lets him take the bottle, why she doesn't pull her wrist away even though she really should. There's a brief moment where her expression nearly crumples, but she bites her lip hard, forcing herself steady.]
You know I can't.
[Can't... do this, whatever it is. It's too complicated with everything in her past and everything that's happened her, and that's not even touching on the issue with Ellie. She loves her, she does so it should make it easier to pull away from Saul, now, except it doesn't at all.
She feels awful.]