Good eye. Yup. That's the smelly corpse that's officially more appealing than me.
OH ALSO when I called him out on his bullshit he had the (rotting, necrotic) balls to ACCUSE ME OF JUST BEING PISSED AT HIS BULLSHIT BECAUSE I WAS MAD ABOUT THE DRAMA. Ohhh no of COURSE it couldn't be because IT WAS ALL BULLSHIT. It had to be because of my raging estrogen.
okay i'm now 99% sure ashraf is a masochist with a martyr complex bigger than jesus so i dunno if i'd trust his decision making skills
i would definitely bang you and not the smelly corpse
oh my god sonya don't you know you can't have opinions AND be interested in a dude????? did you miss that memo??? you have to pick one or the other because silly female feelings get in the way of being able to call someone out when they're full of shit
[She's pretty sure Sonya will pick up on the sarcasm.]
OMG I so totally forgot!!! So embarrassing, I guess it's because instead of a brain I just have a second uterus in my head.
(But seriously - I had to put up with all that "Ignore her, she's just mad because she's PMSing" shit at home. There is NOTHING that makes me want to disembowel someone like them pretending that my judgment is impaired by my ~*~*~*feelings*~*~*~.)
And thanks. I'd bang you instead of a corpse, too.
Yeah...and we're megababes. Like, 10s the both of us. (Also, can I just take a moment to note HOW FUCKING GROSS it is that men will assign number values to attractiveness? MEN ARE AWFUL.)
And yeah, I've seen movies like that...Or you chop their heads off, right? That kills them?
excuse you we're definitely elevens at least. fuck being limited by ten we're way more than that (it's super fucking i always want to punch dudes in the teeth when they pull that shit)
we could do both??? just to make sure. i like being thorough
Perfect. We do both and then scrub our hands down with disinfectant, because I bet you could pretty much get smallpox from shaking hands with him. (Also, I'm just imagining having sex...do you think he's cold? EW EW EW I am grossing myself out SO BAD RIGHT NOW.)
And we are +100s; dicks explode with longing when we walk by.
I DON'T KNOW. I don't know whether it was just an I'm-in-love-from-a-distance situation or a lip-lock situation, but the possibility of the latter has been HAUNTING ME.
[If her tone could come across, it'd be genuinely curious. Yelling about fucking corpses is fine, but she does want to get Sonya to actually talk about what happened and how she feels about it.]
Fuck him in the ear, right? He broke up with me for someone who tortured him just a few fucking weeks ago and called him a monster. Called ASHRAF a monster, I need to clarify that point, because it's fucking illogical. So, no, why would I associate with some fucking hang-me-on-the-cross martyr type?
[It's remarkable how consistently she uses "screw over" in the places where others would say "hurt." Almost like she's substituting the one phrase for the other.]
[Here, though, there's just a little bit more honesty from her.]
Yeah, well, I've never really experienced it. All I get, every day back home, is just people killing each other, hurting each other, destroying each other for money, for hatred, for boredom. And all I ever get is a lot of abuse for trying to do something about it. That's all I've ever gotten, ever since I was little. And here? It's just more of the same. Chatter about hanging high the people who just were trying to help us. And those few who have compassion for others just want to tear themselves to shreds.
Sometimes I wonder if the UE doesn't have the right of it.
There's a delay from Steph's end, because she just as no idea how to respond to that. She's pretty sure Sonya doesn't mean the thing about the UE, but the rest of it rings true enough.]
not everyone's like that. and i think you know it, otherwise you wouldn't be trying to help make things better.
people are shitty, but people can be wonderful, too. and you were right, you know, about having to cut people out sometimes. but as soon as you decide you're gonna do that every time, no matter what, you're gonna miss out on the people who'll be better. relationships are hard, including friendships. they're not gonna be perfect from the start and you fuck things up sometimes before figuring out how to be good for each other.
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she has literally no idea how to respond for a second, but she has to.]
wait is it that douchebag on the network talking about executing people
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OH ALSO when I called him out on his bullshit he had the (rotting, necrotic) balls to ACCUSE ME OF JUST BEING PISSED AT HIS BULLSHIT BECAUSE I WAS MAD ABOUT THE DRAMA. Ohhh no of COURSE it couldn't be because IT WAS ALL BULLSHIT. It had to be because of my raging estrogen.
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i would definitely bang you and not the smelly corpse
oh my god sonya don't you know you can't have opinions AND be interested in a dude????? did you miss that memo??? you have to pick one or the other because silly female feelings get in the way of being able to call someone out when they're full of shit
[She's pretty sure Sonya will pick up on the sarcasm.]
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OMG I so totally forgot!!! So embarrassing, I guess it's because instead of a brain I just have a second uterus in my head.
(But seriously - I had to put up with all that "Ignore her, she's just mad because she's PMSing" shit at home. There is NOTHING that makes me want to disembowel someone like them pretending that my judgment is impaired by my ~*~*~*feelings*~*~*~.)
And thanks. I'd bang you instead of a corpse, too.
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you reckon he'd keep thinking that bullshit if we set him on fire? i mean it's up to you but i'm just throwing that suggestion out there
most people would choose babes like us over a corpse so i think we can safely say the issue here is with ashraf
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And yeah, I've seen movies like that...Or you chop their heads off, right? That kills them?
(P.S.: The baby would get sneezed out.)
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we could do both??? just to make sure. i like being thorough
(oh my god stop)
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And we are +100s; dicks explode with longing when we walk by.
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if you dont shut up i will go into detail about my sex life and i know you don't want that
i dont even want to think about dicks exploding i need to wash my ENTIRE BRAIN
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maybe you should ask him????? or would it be worse to know for sure..........
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Ugh, are you joking? I would sooner cut off my own ears than talk to Ashraf ever again about anything, let alone this.
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you sure that's what you want?
[If her tone could come across, it'd be genuinely curious. Yelling about fucking corpses is fine, but she does want to get Sonya to actually talk about what happened and how she feels about it.]
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Fuck him in the ear, right? He broke up with me for someone who tortured him just a few fucking weeks ago and called him a monster. Called ASHRAF a monster, I need to clarify that point, because it's fucking illogical. So, no, why would I associate with some fucking hang-me-on-the-cross martyr type?
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i wish it was
but.
[It's not]
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[It's remarkable how consistently she uses "screw over" in the places where others would say "hurt." Almost like she's substituting the one phrase for the other.]
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sometimes people are good to each other
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Yeah, well, I've never really experienced it. All I get, every day back home, is just people killing each other, hurting each other, destroying each other for money, for hatred, for boredom. And all I ever get is a lot of abuse for trying to do something about it. That's all I've ever gotten, ever since I was little. And here? It's just more of the same. Chatter about hanging high the people who just were trying to help us. And those few who have compassion for others just want to tear themselves to shreds.
Sometimes I wonder if the UE doesn't have the right of it.
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That sure is a text.
There's a delay from Steph's end, because she just as no idea how to respond to that. She's pretty sure Sonya doesn't mean the thing about the UE, but the rest of it rings true enough.]
not everyone's like that. and i think you know it, otherwise you wouldn't be trying to help make things better.
people are shitty, but people can be wonderful, too. and you were right, you know, about having to cut people out sometimes. but as soon as you decide you're gonna do that every time, no matter what, you're gonna miss out on the people who'll be better. relationships are hard, including friendships. they're not gonna be perfect from the start and you fuck things up sometimes before figuring out how to be good for each other.
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