controlledvariable: (Batgirl -- did I break it?)
(ง︡'-'︠)ง ([personal profile] controlledvariable) wrote2014-02-02 07:59 pm
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[personal profile] quackery 2014-01-01 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think he has. At least, I don't think anybody has told him yet... But we haven't talked that much here. I mean, he's not very outgoing, and I thought he'd think it'd be weird if I talk to him all the time here while he doesn't know me very well at all.

I guess that's true... I mean, for a while this has seemed better, but maybe that's because it seems less permanent than the other option. I mean, I can tell him any time, but once I tell him, I can't take it back. But I just want to do what's best for him.

[She pauses.]

I don't know. I mean, he's the kind of person to try and make people happy even when he doesn't owe them anything. What kind of ways do you mean, though? I hadn't really thought about it.
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[personal profile] quackery 2014-01-01 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[She shakes her head.]

That's nice of you to say, and he would, but... I mean, either option isn't about changing things for me. Even if I told him, he still wouldn't remember or know me better than he does, so it's more about what's doing right for him. That's okay with me, though, so don't worry about it!
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[personal profile] quackery 2014-01-02 12:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm.

[The noise is thoughtful, and it's a moment before she speaks.]

I don't know. I mean, we were - more than friends, but not in the way that sounds. No matter what, we won't get what we had back. So for me, it's more important to do what's fair for him. That's what's going to make me happiest, too, knowing I didn't mess things up if he leaves.
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[personal profile] quackery 2014-01-02 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know... I think it depends how he would react. I mean, I'd hope he wouldn't freak out, but it's kind of a lot to spring on somebody, you know?
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[personal profile] quackery 2014-01-02 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I haven't. We don't really talk that much.
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[personal profile] quackery 2014-01-03 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, but how do I... I mean, if I bring that up out of nowhere, he'll think it's weird, won't he?

[A pause.]

And this is assuming I could even get the nerve to tell him if I thought it was the best thing.
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[personal profile] quackery 2014-01-03 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, I'll remember that. Um... Thank you for listening, Steph.

[And most nights, she'd just smile and thank her for the second comment, but something makes her pause. When she speaks, it's curious, not self deprecating.]

Why do you think that?
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[personal profile] quackery 2014-01-03 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
It did. Really.

[Even if she doesn't know what she'll do, it was nice to have somebody listen.

She doesn't quite laugh at what Steph has, but she does smile, making a small noise of amusement.]


If I said I haven't really been through a lot, would you believe me?
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[personal profile] quackery 2014-01-03 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, it was pretty much completely different, if that helps. [A light laugh.]
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[personal profile] quackery 2014-01-07 06:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I think there are good things and bad things about every place... I'm happy I was there, though. It was tough, but I met a lot of really great people, and I think it made me a stronger person, too.

[A smile.]

You know, I don't think you've ever told me what your world is like!
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[personal profile] quackery 2014-01-08 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Sort of, I guess!

[She shakes her head, smiling.]

I'm not diverting anything, I'm just curious!
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[personal profile] quackery 2014-01-09 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
[A pause, and in the end there's one thing she takes away from that:]

Wait, wouldn't he be a wizard instead of a witch?

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