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[personal profile] firstroar 2013-11-24 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[steph ull have to appeal to the mun to hit le permissions post]

Understood. I have searching to do, myself.
freezerburned: (My affection comes and goes)

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[personal profile] freezerburned 2013-11-24 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[After this, there's a lot of thinking he has to do. He supposes he owes Steph an apology for snapping at her on the network- now that he knows the whole story, it's easier to see her guilt, to see why she acted the way she did. He doesn't want to lose her friendship over this- especially not with what he knows now.

With that being said, it takes him an hour or so to actually get around to picking up his tablet and bringing up her name. Isaac doesn't generally like bringing up his own weaknesses- so comforting someone who shares the same is sort of a big deal for him.

Still. He remembers how he felt on the floor, with Allison bleeding and Scott standing over him. Remembers the panic, the crushing anxiety, followed by the even heavier guilt. The two of them forgave him then, in a heartbeat, told him that it wasn't his fault. It's probably high time that Steph hears it too.]


hey

im sorry about yesterday

are you around to talk?
Edited 2013-11-24 16:52 (UTC)
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[personal profile] vaccination 2013-11-24 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ellie doesn't know these people, therefore she doesn't give a fuck.]

Maybe they'll think twice about doing shit like this in the future, then.

And maybe if there wasn't a speech on the network about how evil Jesse is ["evil" is a stupid word that Ellie doesn't think applies to anyone in the real world], he would have given them back. But now there are a lot of angry people and the only leverage he has is having those powers.

[Even Ellie knows how that works. There are probably people who wouldn't just let him walk away. Not in such a confined space as the base.]
werewolfing: (it's harder than you think)

[personal profile] werewolfing 2013-11-25 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
If there was an easy fix you wouldn't have a problem. Yeah. I get it.

[and he still doesn't like it, he still doesn't think it's right. but what's the point in arguing something that can't be fixed and isn't going to change? who the hell is he to tell her that that what she's doing is right or wrong, anyway. he sighs and goes back to petting her hair.]

Still sucks.
werewolfing: (like you've been here before)

[personal profile] werewolfing 2013-11-25 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
[he snorts softly, shakes her shoulders a little.]

Only works if nobody knows it's you, girl wonder.
werewolfing: (well they tried to kill my brothers)

[personal profile] werewolfing 2013-11-25 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
Gonna take a hell of a costume change to disguise those magnificent tits.

[which isn't actually the deflection it sounds like, just his incredibly crass way of pointing out that there's only so many hottie masked heroines running around on the moon.]
werewolfing: (telling dreams from one another)

[personal profile] werewolfing 2013-11-25 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
I'd put money down that some things have changed since then.
freezerburned: (Too many bloodstains on the ground)

1/2

[personal profile] freezerburned 2013-11-25 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
right um... god this is really awkward so just bear with me okay?

i kind of... figured out what happened. and you said you feel guilty when we talked but i didnt know why then but now that everything sort of makes more sense i wanted to... i dont know maybe talk about it.

i just think that... god give me a minute to think here
freezerburned: (I will not speak of your sins)

[personal profile] freezerburned 2013-11-25 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
the last time someone locked me in a closet i almost killed someone. a friend of mine. i attacked her and she would have died if scott hadnt come and let me out. he had to hold me down until i regained control.

and it sucked. and i felt really guilty but she said she was fine. the person i attacked said it wasnt my fault and they both forgave me like that.

because sometimes when you need to get out you lose it. i... i know how it feels to not be able to breathe anymore. i know how you lose control and youll do anything to open that lid- door whatever. youre not you, youre just a trapped animal and your mind is gone.

so its stupid to blame yourself. you know and i know that youre a logical, smart person. we both know that youre more than capable. if anyone ever blames you for what happened then you just look at them and know that they have never felt the way you have

and then hit them because they're wrong. but that's beside the point
freezerburned: (Sometimes I'm nervous when I talk)

[personal profile] freezerburned 2013-11-25 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[This hits a little too close to home, and Isaac has to force himself to keep reading after the first line of her response, his jaw set tight as he reads over her writing. And it makes sense. All of it makes sense, especially when he things about Steph in that close- when he thinks about himself in the closet, in that freezer.

Isaac doesn't know how to respond. He's not really good at talking about this part of himself, but he's glad that she's receptive to what he has to say. He considers ending it there, but that would be rude, and the last thing he wants to do is start more misunderstandings.

Besides, this isn't about him at all. He doesn't have to make this about him.]


good. im glad i could help.

i get it. trust me i do. if you ever want to talk about anything im here. even if its just swapping horror stories over a beer or something, i dunno.

and if you never want to talk thats fine too. either way i get it. and uh... i dont think of you any differently either- you should know that.
freezerburned: (It's just enough to know it's there)

shh you're fine <3

[personal profile] freezerburned 2013-11-25 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
me? yeah just fine.

everything is happening to everyone else, not me. i dont have much to complain about all things considered


[Except for, you know, one of his friends being in jail because she apparently locked another friend in a closet, which puts everything in a new light and Peter doesn't know what to do and Scott isn't here and nobody will let him punch Jesse.

But again, none of those are really his problems. Except maybe the last one.]
freezerburned: (Now there's no holding back)

<3!

[personal profile] freezerburned 2013-11-25 03:01 pm (UTC)(link)
to tell the truth, im a little better at punching than i am at talking

but ill let you know okay?
freezerburned: (I'll be home)

[personal profile] freezerburned 2013-11-25 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah im getting better at the whole tracking thing

seriously though. do you feel any better or are you just saying that so i dont worry about you?