controlledvariable: (Batgirl -- did I break it?)
(ง︡'-'︠)ง ([personal profile] controlledvariable) wrote2014-02-02 07:59 pm
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[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-16 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
( god damn it he is going to check in )

How have you been?
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[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-16 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm fine. I was just checking in to see how you're going.

( how do conversation )

I can catch up with you later if you're busy
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how dare you

[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-18 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
okay, cool

( meanwhile, he probably just dropped his tablet )

She's not my girl. She's not interested.

( which he had already known, but now it has been horribly reinforced. )
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donny texts LIKE AN ADULT

[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-18 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
It's okay, don't worry about. I knew she wasn't ever going to be.

I don't really know what to say about it.


( It feels childish that he feels so sad. )
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omg

[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-18 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

( She's right, it definitely still sucks. )

I like romcoms and ice cream.

( yes pls )
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all love i have ever declared for you is now cancelled by despair

[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-18 03:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay. Thank you.

I'll head over now.



( AND HARK, IN LITTLE MORE THAN A FEW MINUTES, AN ADONIS IS KNOCKING AT HER DOOR

damn son you have a lot of fresh hickeys for someone whose lady isn't interested in you just saying )
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i am never dramatic!!!

[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-18 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
( Oh. Okay, hugs.

Hugs are nice. He's awkward at first, the way he always is, before he wraps his arms around her, too. )

It's o-okay.

( As if this makes her sadder than him, somehow. )
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it was the appropriate number dictated by grammatical rules, actually

[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-18 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
( this is what years of training has earned her


be proud, bruce, be proud


even if she can't see it, his mouth twists with a painful attempt at a smile that almost immediately gives way. )


N-not like um, like there's anything t-to uh, to do about it. ( his voice is scratchy ) It is what it is.
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rules of bella

[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-18 04:01 pm (UTC)(link)
You c-can't-- can't b-bug someone into loving you.

( Just slightly huffed, because he gets that she is being playful but also just-- it's different, if a girl says she isn't interested. Then you have to respect that, or you're an ass. It means different things.

He pulls back a little, and shakes his head. )


She w-wasn't um, I d-didn't-- I never thought she w-would.

( because, really. Look at him. )
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SHHHH

[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-18 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
He b-bugged you into-- into d-dating him?

( That doesn't sound okay, Steph :(

but wait, this is Steph they're talking about. )
You bugged him, huh.

( oh stephanie.

His expression spasms, almost, that might be the only word for the kind of flinched, painful twist that he tries to get it under control as quickly as possible. A shrug, and it's obvious how much he doesn't agree, how much it hurts and he feels like an idiot because of it. That Steph is being nice is appreciated, but he can't help but feel it's a lip service sentiment, in this case, scratching his stubble. )


Okay.
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NO U THE MOST

[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-18 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I c-can believe that.

( Seriously, Stephanie. )

She just-- it's j-just um, it's-- it m-makes her feel better. D-distracting. ( Pointing to the hickeys, like that's a good enough reason. ) Liking k-kissing me isn't, um. I m-mean that's-- that's good.

( is it? He loves kissing her, too, always wants to be kissing her, but it's getting more and more difficult to remember that it's just that, in the moment. )

It's n-not like she says I'm n-not, it's--

( This is so difficult. ) She's c-complicated. ( And he's only Donny. Max deserves so much better, could love someone better, even if she doesn't realise it. She's capable of so much love, he's sure of it. )
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i am here to bamboozle you

[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-18 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
You d-don't know her. She's-- she's b-been through a lot.

( He looks so sad and so pained and so lost. ) And some of it's m-my fault.

( His gaze drops, hands twisting into his t-shirt. ) And it'd b-be so much w-worse without her.

( Here, everything, life back home. )
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WHAT HEART

[personal profile] bumbles 2013-07-18 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
She n-never-- never made out like she c-cared about me more than that.

( Hoarse, quiet, as she leads him to the sofa, content to be pulled into a hug and resting his head against her shoulder. )

I knew it w-was impossible.

( He's the jerk, the naive idiot, the destructive fool )

is it bedazzeled though

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